SteadySecretdiary

 Hello Diary, This is me again   here as I am very mc disspointed because I love being alone on 1 floor the thing that really bothers me is my that the garmi, lizards and misarrangement all in one its a beautiful place but as I say I love my ME TIME, ALONE,MUSIC LISTENING ,VIDEO MAKING,DANCING VIDEOS,AUDITION VIDEOS,VIDEO CALLING,TEACHING STUDENTS, NO NOISE MY PLACE MY BATHROOM, I CAN  WEAR WHAT I WANT ,I CAN HAVE MY FOOD,LATE NIGHT MOVIES,WEBSERIES,EATING,WALKING . ALOT TO WATCH LIKE THE DAY RENT HOLDER LEFT I AM LOVING IT. FROM  20APRIL2020 TO NOW 24 APRIL AROUND 1 MONTH VERY STRANGE BUT TRUE THAT I AM SHOOK BY THE FACT THAT  FROM 16 APRIL TO 24 APRIL ITS BEEN  39 DAY I HAVE DONE NOTHING... NO WFH, NO OUTSIDE, NO ACTING WORK, NOTHING LIKE ABROAD, NO BUSINESS BUT FEW THINGS WHICH ARE QUITE APPRECIATING NEED TO START VAMPIRE DIARIES,SUNO CHANDA, FRIENDS, IF PEOPLE WILL COME ,OUR INDEPENDENCE,FREEDOM,WILL GET CONCISE  TO A VERY LITTLE ONE.

 Today is 22 May very different  day no to say but very very similar in many ways as I am totally very very same in these Lockdown  days as Covid is still ruling our life like anything and it's really very very disappointing  to see what is it now because as it says the most I totally  petrified by the life and what is happening  these days because it's really very very annoying to know that  this is really very very unfair that Life is treating me this way and this is really so Bad and annoying  . Dont even know what I am doing and what to do iys always like figuring  out situation  that What should  I do if this has happened it's really very very   abnormal  experience  I never thought how would I express it like before or now but it is different very very different  from earlier if I may say so what to do yr . My life is totally bad these days a phd,cds abroad life ,money acting learn these situations...

 Hey diary, Its 12 May 2021 can believe Officialy I am turning 24 this year like what I had a dream since 16 to become a Miss india that literally shattered because of height and all and now yr   Last year I came to know I am just 5'1 which is so so low and what else one can expect to be in this state 

 Today  is 1 May 2021, Never thought  we would have a time to Ctually think about things that are happening  and very weird as well I am so not sure about the life somehow 1 may is so bad what else ti say in that case The Life is really messed up dads health, my career and this pandemic is taking life as a storm . It's really weird and unhapenning that whosoever is in need is literally getting it but now If I say so it's really really so disturbing  yeah literally  is because . 2 year of being indoor not be  able to fulfill your dream is quite a difficult one it's really sad that I had this time now again after the whole year.