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 Today is 29 April 2021, Dealing with unknown virus please be careful it's really hard when you lose your young ones it's really is As I was complaining I am getting just 15 I as 35k is getting by my college mate and kitti in a project I am astonished now it's really very said to hear about I hate it whatever comes in this case like I have proble. With saree,time waste now what nothing if you know you know it's really hard when I think about my past and future because my past Wasted 3 years in just nonsense also not HAVE MONEY,5YEARLOSS,TIMELESS,NEED MORE THINGS LIKE PROPER LIKE NUTRITIONIST, CDS,NOR DOCTOR OR BUSINESS WHAT TO DO MY ACTING CAREER IS NOT ACING WORKING HARD AND I WILL EACH DAY  MY PHONE DATA,CHIP,SUIT,EARRING,WALLETBLUE,LAPPIPICS AND PJONE PICS ARE JUST JUST GONE WHAT ELSE ONE CAN EXPECT YR NO MONEY  ALL RINA GONE YR 14 DAYS WASTED IN VIRAL NO MORE YR ITS HIGH YIME WIRK ON JOBS,WFH,40K ,PROJECT,MUMBAI,HYDERABAD AND MONEY ACTING THATS ALL Need it work on i...

 Hey Diary dear, This is Insane to tell you  that I am really very grateful and will always for my family as I love my family  it's really hard these days to get a control on things happening like the way it is today I am so much irritated that  how can I go for Mumbai and start my job actually this year I have to start my new life journey which is really Important  it is really very very important  for me now to understand and to know what is happ6 around like the way I wanted to be a cds,a job ,phd, mumbai actor or just vanished coz needs home,car and money to travel world it's high time now yr god I will from Tom any how after class I will and will be going for it My life really needed  this to happen this is required to be done properly  it is really required to change my job now I amok to do Work from home,workout ,learn act ,cds coaching  and jobs searching du course or Mumbai thus year any how otherwise its 23 yr please need to need to...

 Hello There, This Time has arisen again and again I can seen people and situations are getting worse Everyday Its really really a Big thing to say but due to certain cases that has arisen I feel like my career is getting dark each day I am really very very Scared Again because  I feel like From 2020 this year is also going to be very hazardous I am  really annoyed by the Fact that How can I be able to have a Fame and How can I be able to work in a way  that I will work in a direction I cannot be able to see this is like Insane I annoyed depressed and very frustrated by the Fact that What to do now it's really very very disheartening for me. Today15April I am so unhappy by the fact that What is going to be a scenerio that I will follow i if think there's silver lining I am feeling I am totally lost it Could not be able to have anything this is really a disaster I am shook by the fact that what to do if things gets  like this but,,, I will not give up will send c...

 Hello Dear diary, This is another smashing day in the time where I believe  I am totally alone I just dont know What Is all this Happening as The life is giving me alot these days and I am shook by the fact that this is Insane happening with me also that I hate hate The place I am today you cannot juggle between two things it's insane and very Impossible  kinda of situation I literally want to leave this city and ho out and have fun but this is literally Impossible  and What to do now The place I am in today is the Worst place I can ever have also this is the Time I want to Go out to do a 50K job or may be doing a job like  acting Because I love ACTING AND WANT TO LEARN IT AS WELL A J9B MAY BE IN ANY SCHOOL ,COLLEGE UNIVERSITY  IN MUMBAI OR MAY BE DOING SOMETHING  THAT I REALLY LOVE TO. It's really like I am stuck here for no reason I hated this job it is giving me nuts The life is so exorcist till date it is really  a fun fact that I want to be ...

 So I with my sister  finally went to pursue my career into acting went to give my first ever audition in Delhi I was petrified,nervous,very excited to be actually going what I always wanted to I am so happy and thankful to god and my family as I was very unhappy at that point of time but then found some courage to be actually doing it . I WENT to LUCKNOW for audition on 4 April2021 and was thinking to somehow do my best I got a script after my intro for dono a village character UK play in 2 minutes I gave it all mine with my loving sister I went there and with 2 takes after the brief I was totally give it I believe was raw and quite unaware of camera. Need workshop,  Camera facing  Experience to learn script but gifi it 80 percent not bad as was totally wanting to I gave my 100 % but was very wonderful  nothing sort of fishy or anything was very happy after that but I will work hard for my next also I want to do it anyhow not going now in Mumbai but do it this ...

 Hey diary, This is to Inform you that I have been there and then because I feel like From 2019 I am here,NoAds ,no Videos ,noprint shootsand not at all anything Else.I know I am not Tall my nose is not good have moles on face but Will try my all level Best and Tty hard anyway with confidence  I know I am quite educated but use it and make it good in all situation and see happiness everywhere This is where I feel like from being Bachleors to Masters now B.ed being a Teacher was my job till then as I feel like it's really very bad. Oh then its April now I have been teaching since and in job since 1 year 8 months and no saving at all very bad salary and it's really so bad I feel like what to do and then I have now so much time,no pressure of Exams and no other work till yet and it's not even I am taking any advantage of that it's very bad I am stuck with it It feels really Bad The life really gets annoyed. But now being 22 and 6 months with LESS SALARY it's over need ...