SteadySecretdiary

When asked to a children ,   what you want to be one, Replies clearly a scientist, when he grows up  pursure studies , i wanted to do this that , A adult replied there are so many ups and downs people are surrounded all over by ohh like a dupatta ,  when asked to amiddle age he gave a simple answer a children free of problems  so this is how the people faces the problems.  And lovr it when too much 

Dear diary , Today as if  i found myself at  base of  world under the floor , just  now what i felt can' t be describe as sometimes  emotions works the Best . Yes i am taking everything so unserious is now what i found today feels so depressing i failed to qualify my exam in which i was too much assure i even  drumped  it everywhere ,never ever thought of it . Being straightforward i believe its no ones fault nowdays i m just freaking out so much even forgetting all my priority just dreaming all around . (wake up kindly to myself) please i just wasted 3000₹ on these exams and stupidity and not even qualify. Because most important part is i am just depended on my destiny N luck so stupidity . not giving 100% most important is i dont want to study more  just hate of it . i am done with everything i am so much disappointed to myself rightnow as i want to jump from top of the building  earlier i was juslike just try in this in that  atleast...