SteadySecretdiary

Dear ,diary today is the saddest one i  dont know its because of whom that i a. Feeling so bad today sometimes i fell likd i need,a boy friend desperately  i bow, in front i have felt so so much being away from home being a girl is veey hard .  their are around 100000 eyes on you all the time ,from the way you speak to how you look everything is judged my all the way i inspiration is the only  myself . i feel so cursed sometimes i cursed myself only . My whole life rightnow is a mess doing masters in science,to exam of research and wanted tobe actress and now here at home aur bad college its so irritating. Require help.well  its been so bad day of mine buslate ,train late 3 ghNte,my 9 hours wasted in travel no food even the Tc then seat and lasted no food hungry  and auto differenced,different seat time wasted sp latealone and hanging from top to bottom  so so bad  late home no bf ,bus train got wrong and then  auto ,got hurt modi sir why so...

Dear diary ,                      Hey hows you my i know its more like miracle but yes ,i am happy this is been so long that iam talking to you my living buddy sharing each  happy wala even if its a wasted time with my loving ones. I am so grateful now to whatever god has given to me as a gift or a blessing .iam so thankful to him .My whole life revolves around my family thats the start and even the end .  This worlds best time i am spending right now . is now my whole world o love my present wherever i am and so as my parents do. All the love they carry while to the world to listen  that i am not a regratful person ia . happy whereever i am this is so much  for me. My life is now a classroom beyond  it teaches me that if whatever happening with your wish its good but if not even best.,because god is always by your side and has decided the best for you only believe in god and have Faith. My love my life a...