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THANK YOU 2022

 Dear Diary, Today is 31 December 2022 Can't beieve that 1 year also passed by  cannot even believe want my 2019 to be back which is like 3 years back I am 25 Very very strange and different person right now I am So first lets talk about How was my 2022 I would say it was fantastic I get to see difeerent places like Jaipur, Noida, Delhi and Yes mys sisters wedding and giving exams spending 5000/- and giving unnecessary exams that I dont like but end up getting giving them but not now NO EXAM WIL BE GIVEN THAT I DO NOT LIKE AND WASTE MONEY So much of Renovation work, my gold earrings and Gold chain I bought 3 Lakh in my Mutual Funds, read alot of 7 books, I have friends family, money buying my clothes glasses bag ,I have Job for money and easy happy good job, I have a I Phone 12 never thought of buying one, my dream birthday trip, my mumbai trip my life my dream, and gotten planet spark... 3 1/2 years of a  being professor - DO NOT LIKE THE JOB INSTEAD END UP BEING HERE M...

12 December 2022

 Hey Dear Dadddy I am very happy very content and happy today I can’t even tell you I am how happy I am today because I am feeling very satisfied today yesterday was Sunday and it was 11th of December 2022 I have done what was left in my things to do and I was very very happy with myself that I did I cleaned my cupboard are some clothes find out something did a skincare and then helped Mom Ennu prepared meals with her help her that was really required to do a home course I clean the house and do my is routine that I do that is really required for me to make myself Zen Ahmedabad it was very hectic on and on I was doing alright so I was very very indulge in all of these activity Nede event so good and I took a class everything was going great eat so much good things then on the next day which is today today is Monday 12th of December 2022 today also is a best day I am having a very very good time because in 2022 and everything is good right now I am feeling amazing because today also...

Childrens day 2022

 Dear diary, It’s been really long that I’ve ever talked about it but I’m saying it right now from 2020 to 2022 it’s been a very difficult time and I would say the very difficult time of would ever imagined in my life is going to be Walla bus and Erin Madine Wich have always thought about that and I’ll be thinking by Ide Salvi Hai Vignesh Alvin nothing this is the time only and I am feeling it Rowdy Na right now it will go away man in three in future Evaradi just went bad bad and now the worst somehow I managed to get all through and buy books by peace may go into Mandir Bagh just ignoring it avoiding it getting out of please buy Gayi hair and they run travel in meeting people and you know just avoiding things have to a psychiatrist Dooj is no even a mad or what is happening to me I want to other places and nothing worked for me I told you know why all these things happening to me And it felt like what is happening all these things are happening to me was really difficult for me to...

2022-November-1

 Dear diary, I love my life life is going great I’m so happy things and going rate our wanted the things are happening in the back way Nundi it’s really very and experience and very very difficult most of the time but now I felt like everything is great a new tab after I left college Enu from the starter resorted to Lauda toI love my life life is going great I’m so happy things and going rate our wanted the things happening in the battery Undi it’s really very and experience and very very difficult most of the time but now I felt like everything is great I know them after I left college Enu from the starter resorted to become an actress every things going great tell my school Ninaivin want to go to Di but I intend happen with an I want to go to Delhi and that also did happened and then I wanted to be doing Oda really love then I did bad then I have been working from last three years from 29×9 in its been really very long then how I am going to do things and how things will work bu...

Best weekend Oct 2022

 Dear diary, Hey diary it’s been really long that I have been talking to you and I am really happy and really thankful grateful blessed I were planning to go since September end in September 20 Entha Wich October it about to end tomorrow Vadina have planned a lot of time and somehow this is the third time after RM and even that I really gotten that opportunity to be a part of a psychiatric consultant And I went to a psychiatrist and I actually spoke him about it and everything and got him everything that it was just a mild depression and nothing short of anything and I were consulted a skin actually I know how to burn these marks and get a beautiful skin and beautiful me I know I know I required money Annu are quite Paavai Nu I required a lot of beauty and a boy in my life Vaddante it’s a very different part of it I always think that it’s really difficult and very very unusual to do and say Vadina were going to do that’s very very important Anandhan phone thing is that I always tho...

Its 26oct22

 Dear diary, I don’t know but the time of being just listening and stocking has gone and I really need Vagad and really work on that it’s not the time to this thing here and there and talk to this and being the family taking care of everyone has its important Bandhan Mein the cousins and this that the hanging around and living the life and you know and it’s just not happening my brain is not working the same when I know a jolly took a lot of effort and all of these things get distracted disappointed with all of these things but still I need to work hard and this is the time I need to work on my career hotels and when else I have to do the 20s are the most important big time of my career need to really work hard to get my 30s and 40s the best Aahe ETA card house farm house every thing Tumne the travel trips and everything and really need to know the world so that my children’s will not a full effect all of these things that I have seen really want to give to my family Tummeda Thirum...
 Thank you got over so sweet thank you God for food we thank you God for that life thank you God for everything thank you thank you thank you for the job thank you thank you Siri thank you thank you for the watering Padamani thank you thank you for this life thank you thank you for being here thank you thank you for health wealth money my family my friends for everyone and bro so so happy happy and thankful you thank you so much percentage change thank Rehan Di Thaan Te Mane game fori January and are approved Lee grateful thank full blast and thank you so much for everything data Hai thank you Dear Diary, It’s been a group so happy to be part of it every day and I am so happy thank grateful blessed
  I like to read about history. History is a story about our past. Soon we will all be history. Then kids in school will read about us. I hope they like our stories. Teaching is an art, tell a story, engage with your students and make them laugh while explaining the concepts. Become unforgettable. Unacademy Team
 Grateful Thankful Blessed Thankyou Thankyou ThankYou To law of attraction and law of manifestation Hi dear diary I am meeting you after a lot of time but yes it’s been really very very while I’ve been video and really really I’m very very thankful grateful and blessed feeling after the stories of a lot of people I don’t know why a lot of times I get really a lot of negative vibes on that time my brain is not working I don’t know why have the most one thing is that is I am very very working hard towards it a sum of the time really rare discarded a lot of a gypsy filling all the time what is happening in my mind very low as many points of the time like it right now and the rain Vaikom Ma don’t know sometimes I feel like going to any of the temple or the gurudwara for the PSA sometimes I feel like going all alone sometimes I write journal in real life do I am doing right now some of the time I am very very Best of some of the time I feel really bad and these are some of the things th...

6 Oct 2022

 Dear diary, Redial this is really very very difficult for me now to say Badhiya Sam saying this it’s 6 October 2022 I don’t know why but I am here have really never done that in 2022 Albert Bareilly I thought it January February the devil leave the place and we live in meRedial this is really very very difficult for me now to say Badhiya Sam saying this it’s 6 October 2022 I don’t know why but I am here have really never done that in 2022 Albert Bareilly I thought it January February the devil leave the place and we live in their For Holi for my birthday but I don’t know why but I am here till Diwali I don’t know what is happening I went there and went back I’m really grateful to the universe and I am really many festival thank you thank you thank Library everything that I wanted is really happening I’m really really great I just wanted to set a new flight go to abroad but he has this thing I really want to say to you is that I am always thought that I will be doing things that I...

3October2022

 Dear Diary, I don’t know what day is today but I just wanted to let you know that I am not feeling good today I don’t know bye and have every time Navratri Comes I don’t know bye there is Allah Teri is a kind of a setback or I would say I’m always I have this vision of crime one time I am just crying I don’t wanna have for any of the reason of the stupidest of the reason or maybe the good of the reason I don’t know what happens all the time in Navratri Holi 2020 a fort with my mom like I never be on time for Pooja never be like balance and not able to balance Idhar Aaya woke up at seven or eight Enthanu also I’m late to my college to my work to my Iruva city to my workplace anyway and I do exercise Pooja and book read newspaper is that with and I’m not able to balance it to Mala to new word how it happens all the time that I really just keep it there here in their idol Vai Vai Vai literally very deep down where is myself I don’t know why am like this and very worst pet kind of a p...
 Hey dear diary how are you, How are you how everything is going INO it’s been really while that I have Journal myself but now I’m gonna do it and yes I am really really grateful for the money I have I know  be having seven lakh rupees but now I have  It’s been a long 3 1/2 years that I have been working and now I need to really do this   I What to do something really good in life and something really nice I really wanted to be the best and I will do it thankful grateful plus thank you so much God I will do it I am really motivated I am doing it I will have two lakh rupees I am done the best thank you so much so much so much I love you God thank you

Coming to me

 Dear diary I have a private life I have past life  I have Car I have a house International trip I am an great Actor A-star,beauty and Rich Live a life great happy luxury People behind always I am very happy that I am going back to my home i will be trying to to mumbai preptgt and upsc for sure anyhow I am gonna do that this gissi pitti zindgi is so much  I need to do it anyhow

The things I have learned 2019-22 Edition

 Dear diary, The  things I have learned Other things that are really going to help me in my whole life from being 2020 the Covid version I have learned a lot of things I have a lot of good experiences like  1.I have read the secret series 2.All the book like gaur Gopal Das Das, Ikigai ,Pritisheenoy in a life is what you make it Vishnu Puran Ramayana Mahabharat I have read them I have seen them and a lot of moral story post right now I am really enjoy city psychology book atomic habits and rich dad poor dad 3. I have watched a lot of old movies a lot of shows like ask Laftan I’ll namaz and all so I have played a lot of games I did yoga exercise a straight I hang myself 4. Also I went to a lot of Mandir I have seen all the four wonders of Shiva and also I went to a lot of one there are seen a lot of documentaries I went to Noida Balaji Lucknow Delhi Sarojini and everywhere I love it 5, I am starting to cooking I am I know a lot of things like of my power Bhaji uttapam I kno...

A Women

 Dear diary, Hello dear diary how was you been missing you so long today is Monday and today is 29 August the next time I will be coming to the Department University will be in September next month because for two days I am going somewhere okay so let me start it by saying how was my month how was my last month and how was everything going on With just started by saying that yes I was expecting this year to be in Mumbai and yes I am there I am there I will be having two lakh rupees and be in Mumbai for sure no no reason for that let me just break down every thing in a very easy easy manner I was having a little break down I don’t know what was there in my mind today only I got my period which generally don’t happen because my date was fourth and today is 29 so it’s impossible most of the time that it comes Come so early because most of the time it’s very very late like four days five days 10 days 20 days 25 days and yeah 30 days max but this time it has happened like five days befo...

ATherapy

 Dear diary how are you tomorrow I am going to meet the therapist I don’t know how but now I feel like that I am going to meet the therapist and it is really required I really wanted to go to meet the therapist since really long time I’m really grateful thank God bless that I have shown my teeth I have shown my I am going to show my moles and I am I will be the best version of myself I don’t know what what but that place really is it in my head now I don’t know I I know that there are there is like three years of teaching I have an experience of but I really can’t deal with this right now I am so fucked up I don’t know what the hell is going on with me I will try to change myself be busy with a lot of things that can help me in self L and growth and development is 2020 I have read all the four parts of the secret Kar Gopaldas book I have read life is what you make it Preeti Shenoy I have read it guy I have read audiobooks I have a Jayshetty  I have read atomic habits I have re...

3years in Teaching College Univ Industry

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 Dear Diary, Dear diary I am very happy today I don’t know why there I want to Ananda and Spend 400 rupees its been 3 years I am teaching And its really feels like what Like I have 3° like BSCMSC and B.ed and it’s really really really really very very amused to say that I have been teaching from three years very bad Ajeeb I don’t know what seven months I have been at home and all this Covid first and second wave I have seen every thing I’ve seen I don’t know I’ve been trying to do things a lot of things and we just giving it all to go to Mumbai and this year I am like I am trying so hard and good bad even I am with all of these things and trying but yes it’s been three years I went to Ananda adventure interns and coffee and really enjoyed it and then in the evening I went to Hanuman Mandir and have a Prasad and I don’t know I was why I was doing that but now I realise that I’ve completed three years I am so happy I’m so glad I’m so so so loving it that I have three years experience...

20 August 2022

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Dear diary I might be very low as I’m sounding today but fun fact I have read the fourth part of the Rhonda pirate book which is the hero after the magic the secret the power this is the fourth part that I have read feeling very good I know I am the hero of my story I am the hero of what I wanted to do now this boring life what I am dealing right now I will make this the best of it but I don’t know maybe the friends are with me some of them I with me yes I am so positive family I don’t know the people over really as my supporters have always inside me feeling always good like 123456 no none now the none I would say the family is now maybe I feel it maybe for them  No I won’t say anywhere else but I feel like that I don’t know but these feelings from last three years I’m not that good it’s been three years one month I am at home after my college and I thought of being all out during the time I had my college but I always wanted to be out and living my life like the way I always want...

12August2022RakshabandhanDay

 Dear Diary, Hello dear diary today is Raksha Bandhan day and it doesn’t feel like the one it’s a very very very very very good day today I am loving the vibe every thing is good and I work what I always wanted to be I think this is the first time I guess From last year that I didn’t buy anything I didn’t buy anything everything is just kept with me and I just wore my mom‘s Kurtha and the jewellery that I already had I am just Titan not of Rakhi nothing nothing fancy because none of her cousin came this time . Was all the time that that or I used to go to other other cousins house to tie the knot with this time that really broke off and every thing is not just according to what we have always thought of I don’t know what is happening I don’t know what is this I don’t know what life is taking us I don’t know the year was amazing everything is going great that we are going out I am going to Mumbai I celebrate my birthday but I don’t know with the money and being older Without even be...

11August2022

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 Hello Dear Diary, It’s been awhile that I have shared you my feelings and I love you for that but just wanted to let you know that it’s been a great going now and everything is good thank you thank you thank you you do I am happy I am having some cold today and yeah let’s celebrate the one month of being there in Mumbai I was there for 24 hours last month at 11 July 2022 and our today is 11 August 2020 to remembering the hole some beautiful Day that I spent their love love love and thankful grateful blessed for that moment I am really grateful that every thing that I have always dreamt of his getting in real I’m so happy whether going to Jaipur Nainital from my birthday or going to Mumbai every thing is becoming just true and now I am living in Mumbai that is also a true and in this month only I am getting two lakh rupees going in a flight with Kashmir thank you so much thank you thank you thank you universe traction of manifestation I owe you every thing and I am really really re...

Bookslist and goals

 List of books I have read Ikigai 2021 The secret2022 The power2022 The magic 2021 The Hero -Audiobook 2021 Life is what you make it 2020 Gaur gopal das-life amazing secret 2020 Think like a Monk - jayshetty 2022 New Addition — Atomic Habits 2022 Unfinished —Priyanka chopra Jonas 2022 How to give Audition -Bob Foss  Rich dad poor dad Etiquette and manners Psychology book Hello everyone I always thought that things will be very different but by watching all the blocks and everyone I have realised that I will also do good in my life and I will also get a card a luxury bags and a very beautiful diamonds and go abroad and live my life the way I always wantedThank you thank you thank you universe for helping me always I am so grateful thank you so much and I am happy and very very very very very very thankful grateful that I have got is a positive and what it is but I will take care of this is the time in and two things I really want to do I am motivate Minie😊thank you thank you t...

2Aug2022

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 Hey dear diary is it today I am writing the grateful channel so here it goes…… Yes few days have been very bad for me but I am not going to talk to him about so it’s 2 August 2022 let us talk about today and I am going to tell you 10 things that I am grateful for this week starting today and right now I am grateful for my family I am grateful for my mother for my sister I’m grateful for the money I have till now I am grateful for the jobs number one and number to both of them I have I am grateful for iPhone that I have AirPods laptop Scooty car I’m grateful for the ring Goldring gold earrings chain every thing that I have I am really grateful for the life I have I am really grateful that I am having healthy happy today and I am really grateful that I’m going to temples and getting positive vibes and energy I’m really grateful for that also  and I am really really happy that I’m doing great I’m trying my heart I know they may be struggle days five years just gone and don’t kno...

29july2022

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 Dear diary  I have never thought that this day would come again in my life as every thing was happy happy good going and I was very happy with the life angle of attraction and manifestation every thing was good I read the book the secret I read about the magic I read the book the power and I like three of them and they were like the best books I’ve ever read but then I always wanted to discover about myself that should I want to do this should I able to do that and that one thing that really shattered me up was when I was came to know that I literally came to know that that I am not being a part of the PhD program in Mumbai University but I am just fine I am fine I am feeling I am I’ve been putting myself up that I am I am there have seen the YY that I am there all I need to do is just click on those of the audition and just I am sad I understand but know the struggle is real just to be there just to approach the place this is a first time that I am trying to be there and it ...

21July2022 really wanted to be doing this is how it any cost yeah waiting for it God gave me a lot of positive initial of attraction of thank you thank you thank you for everything that you thank you thank you thank every thing this problem with you are really wanted to be a heart red thank you thank you thank

 Dear diary I am so happy today as I woke up very late but a lot of my work as being done I’m very happy that two of my big big things has done convert one arrangement and everything that I am done very panicking right now I am very unhealthy because I feel like I’m 25 years and need to get settle down the cost I should have a car and a house which of the trial is giving me a TK per month so that I am able to live my life what I am always dreamt of its really really really difficult for me right now these days in want to tell to Minie😊 whaDear diary I am so happy today as I woke up very late but a lot of my work as being done I’m very happy that two of my big big things has done convert one arrangement and everything that I am done I am very panicking right now I am very unhealthy because I feel like I’m 25 in need to get settle down the cost I should have a car and a house in which of the train is giving me 80 K per month so that I am able to live my life what I am always dreamt ...

12 July2022

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 Dear diary today I am so happy I am returning home from Mumbai back to Bareilly and and and having I’m so happy and I’m doing great it’s very happy time I am really really thankful grateful blessed and just very very very very happy Gulbarga in luxury I am so happy tricks for every thing for easy for the bookings for the travel I got back what accommodation and what not every thing was just magical I didn’t believe that I have started my journey from nine and when there for Mathura on Saturday had Bhagwan Ji Ke Darshan and what is the time after the US is meant to be I was so happy I can’t even tell you the words that how much happy and grateful I was  then after nine on 10th June we reach Mumbai one day and a half one day and a half means I would say 35:36 hours journey and it was amazing I really loved it when we reach there I gave my interview the next day the night before that  and for terrifying if I was very very nervous excited anxious exam it was really tough the...

10 July 2022

 Dear diary , Hello Dadddy have never thought that I will I will come to Mumbai like this but yes in 2022 I am coming in Mumbai I am very very very very very very very very very very happy and excited at the same time I am now was because I am PSNeelam and I have always thought me going for auditioning being an actress now as soon as I am reaching to a big big city city of dreams know my heart is pumping like anything tomorrow is my interview PhD and I have no idea what’s going to happen I’m going with blind faith in God and I am thank you thank you thank you note what are you do is that I am gonna make it soon I reach there and try to do I try to do what what is the best and this is how we do I happy excited fir everything will try ti be work herd everyday and night as much as I can do I am so so happy and cheerful  I am very excited to be there Thank you law of attraction and law of universe  Thank you thank you and Thank You Happy for everyday and grateful

Happy 28june2022

 Dear diary, Dear Dadddy I have been thinking about this very music that today is a very good day and the motion is also very good everything is good I woke up at 7:20 and now I’m doing great actually I woke up at 7:15 because I didn’t knew what to do and I was in something in my mind that if I woke up early I will do my best and it was a great time and I had all the things that I do in the morning from water to yoga to every thing for 510 minutes then reading newspaper and every thing that requires to clean my mind and it was a very good start of the day I hope to looking forward to a very good start I really think that early morning is very cotton than anything else in the world because if you if you wake up early in the morning a lot of things got change and it’s really important for you to go to bed early and wake up early because that really plays a very important role in your life and that is really important and thank you so much I love it I love it I love it thank you thank...

Grateful Thought

 Dear diary  thank you so much I’m so happy that I have gotten my 25th actual birthday was really great and I was having fun it was a really good trip at Nainital with my two of my cutie is my brother and my sister we had a great time we had around 1 1/2 day but really we did a lot of things not even one and half date was just one day and we had great time we just do my round it I will not leave the temperature which was really very something and I love being there and Jerry wanted to be out of the city that time and celebrate out it was not a club night or something like birthday night out with friends hills and mountains and coldness mixed together I love love love love love the Way  with my mom and also I celebrated at around in the evening and it was a great day thank you so much thank you thank you thank you for everything for every thing that I am getting and I am about to get thank you so much this is really a great time I really cherish it  moving forward to ...

21Yoga day 2022 B day month love πŸ’•

 Hi dear Dial this is 21st of June 2022 yes Can’t believe it’s my birthday month is going on and my birthday is around the corner just one day after that I have my birthday I’m going to be 25th a cheap sea and she’s feeling I don’t know what is it I’m very anxious excited now as you are very determined wanted to do a lot of things before 30 get a house Kar a bank balance fame money power anything and every thing I want my parents to be stable and be happy I am doing great I want to do create I am very excited thank you thank you thank you universe for everything that I have till yet I am very very quick so thankful and pleasant music and power to the best birthday ever 35th birthday a golden birthday yeah but I really wanted to do or not and I am really wanted to be an achiever to be on top on stage that you everyone will look up to me and wanted to really work hard work hard work hard at any cost and thank you so much thank you thank you thank you really grateful and many Minie😊 ...

13 June 2022

Dear Diary, Today I am happy as I have done my  work last night  and its going great  I am happy  I am pumped up and  geared up trying to find my space as much as I can  as I am very very  Grateful Thank Thank Thank to the Universe that  I am sitting in AC  I have a Car  I am having I Phone 12, Goldring,Earbuds,Laptop, Car, WiFi,Suits and Money thank you so much for everything. I am very very HAPPY , and it is great day  I am doing good things  I am happy  and I am happy and happiest Today  I am working on my Dream doit alot. I am doing Great its been a lot of Time and find it great   woking hard just alot now  to full fill my dreams

5june2022

 Hello Diary, Dear Diary its june 5 its been a long long journey of being a part of a my life as I am blessed, Grateful and thanful to have I Phone A Job  Money  Family  Internet Car Mom dad  I am utmost grateful for my beautiful life its really atherapy to be grateful for this all the Time I am grateful  happy  and most of all I am  happy ahppiest that i have al the things that chills my Mind I am indebt by Everything that is there. Sometimes things like being alone, having a boyfriend in dreams, a 2 lakh in account ,daily working for my passion my love and  my  Happiness As this make me proud ,happy, famous powerful, moneymaker, help all problems and help my family in eveyway possible my TrAvel and Life. This really creates a huge Impact in Life it very very good feeling to be agreat person I am easily get very very aanoyed most of times But very  Grateful for what I am Today. I am to too and very Impress by my fact of happiness C...

Mission

 Hey dear  Diary cant believe I can be this said after my all day at work and Everything I am more than indebt for everthing that I am facing today  Its been 24 I am was and am Grateful but then somehow I am very nervous and  feeling very bad that ia mgonna be 25 yr please 6 years back wanted as actress to start its been very long and I am very naive havent started yet God please help me I wanted to be part of entertainment and being on stage recognise as Movie girl  Alawys pressure of cds,teacher,phd and everything around I wat tob on dance act air hostess and Everything I am very very irratated by  the factthat I havent started yet I alawys want to change from medium to rich  get my 5 wishes comes true of  Actress-Politician,business and Talk and cause everyone can listen Having a home Car,hotel,farm house,college,school and Restaurant  Ngo for children and orpahan Get my Bag  back with Phone,charger, suit, earring,lipbalm,lipstick ,sh...