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 Hey diary, Its 2021 now a day after the Holi celebration which was a good option I have no idea what all i can do its 30 March2021 almost I am 23 years not a confused one but Today is not any other day I have no Idea what todo now its almost feeling like doing a suicide my life sucks literally as I always sometimes very grateful but I feel like just what can  I do to feel myself its literally not happening I am literally stuck as after 2017 in Masters I feel like something is going to happen now anything now anything but no its 2021 after like literally 4 years I am in a struggle period cannot feel myself as now being a professor in a medical a college  its 1 year and 9 months being out of sight and at home just did in the last  2019 what I really love the most but now its not at all this year cannot feel good in this year but also its very very annoying to go for for a job that I hate the most  I DONT LIKE TO TEACH,BE IN 8 HOURS PLAE I HATE THE MOST NOT EARNIN...

 Making pride my nani nani,pics,gifts,trips and happiness Love my old home and happiness  To be a celebrity to treat to doctor to my dadi,nami,solve all law disputes,polices problems,money and land disputes. Happiness is the having money of 50k ,kitchen queen diy queen, Coming after 10 years to home is a Another kind of experience  and really nostalgic, Need and must do something  to be on a higher position.  It is required. Kecthup,jam,earplugs,enough,hajmola,biscuit,chips,earring,linernapkinwipes ,soap,towel,folding knife,cash,creditcard,rubberband

 hey there, This is Ayushi Sharma and you are here just to know about my secret diary so yeah I never thought I would start teaching but then I started doing for no reason as by Mascot and then B.Sc student and then Now Lifetime like a MBBS student I am so not sure what is gonna happen but this is really something  that we can go on and on  with to you know trigger my fear . Well 1 March was that day I was totally terrified  and scared and nervous to what's gonna happen then so Then I saw that  the things are really very scaring now because I never ever choose or in my life  taught or even interacted with  a MBBS student a private college ones as I am always fond of because it was very terrible . I was having some anxiety issues and all My life is now literally changed from this as I am totally  Up to this game  of not a person who fears from public  the life is so hectic and I am so so nervous so as soon I enter the auditorium  my ...