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 Dear diary, Health is Wealth you see,the health  is really Important  whether in the case of feelings or stress that make our Body full of nonfunctional. To talk  about things like  I have inferiority  is really  common and easy to talk because it's normal to feel low but you make it a proper way is not the thing you should  be it's ok yo feel but like I always been called fatso I am not it's my short and broad shoulder body type that make me look so, the short height ,perfect face ,nose were things I do have complex on but I dont  take that way because it is totally up to me to feel it that way or not. To be happy, healthy and disease free is all you require as mind with noise is Impossible. Just the noise and have faith in you so that you can work in it and be free from  work stress,family stress,back pain,migraine,indigestion and junk food are some majority of problem indications.

 Dear diary, As you can see the feeling these days mine are about the way the whole 2020 has sometimes I feel like it's a lesson then I feel like I missed this year like my every year as my life is stuck from last 3 years as my focus was only to go Delhi then to Mumbai and work bloody hard to work for the love I had to WIN MISS INDIA THEN I REALISES I AM ONLY 5FEET 1 INCH It feels like next to impossible  if I may say so the life is beyond everything I see and achieve I trying really hard to get into it and believe that I am not the good height it requires 5 inches more to be in the way anyone can see me. Deeply downed and  felt bad by the fact that I have nothing to do now and how I am going to coop up with I dont even know that as well.I always dreamt and work hard to level up my height and and make my body look attractive but what what is called as the way to be. So there started my acting career I work bloody hard to be in the way I am today  because  no new...

 Dear diary, Hello hello it's really very different feeling that Sitting down here feeling very different  from what you expected to feel as I see going towards the struggle of life it's really a juggling stage fpnt even understand what to do and where to do when 60 % of the population  of your batch is married on the peak of making a career and yourself worth this world people were getting married  I literally have no idea like where to start with because its really  very hard now yo understand what is this situation going On these days the new strain of Corona has already taken on this world and now the other people are too in panic . Its really very hard to believe  and Identify  that Whst is gonna happen next it's really very very hard to understand and to welcome things very easily when nothing is easy. Okay so when people write getting married our family is and was silent  now and then it's really very very hard to understand  the effec...

 As I grew up I have always seen that ky family is broken and people are together when only it is required I always wanted To make my family proud hustling here and there it's always my way to see things I feel If I am a doctor or any profession that earns the most is making the family together and forever but not in our case mt fakily totally broke af Nobody loves anyone none is so happy as they not not internally for any other person as it seems like . I kinda feel I am lucky to have my Sister  and Mom. I always felt that my family cousin we are all happy suppy and fun. But the thing is that bachpan se aab tak it's a competition  and race that kept me going without enjoying things like  The way I speak as a child beauty Standards being the best toys, gadgets and coming 1 in my class to be able to match all this I keep on hustling every day. To like my older cousin who in pic seems like loves me happy with me looking up to her to be a poised,powerful,rich and demand...

 Dear diary, So since childhood I always wanted to be a Neuroligist and then I realise its really very big amount of money and studies required to be a doctor a trained,best and the stand out job. To showcase to have money respect and reputation as well by watching the Doctors and the nurses all I feel to even YOU MUST HAVE A BIG DEGREE LIKE MBBS not the nursing OR A MBA  from a renowned places I know there are alot of jobs but being a professor  in Medical field or to have a ultimate  success is really important  because EITHER YOU MUST HAVE  EDUCATION OR DOCTOR OR YOUR BUSINESSES  TO OPEN A COLLEGE AND HAVE GREAT RESPECT FOR LIFE ALSO THE the politics and entrepreneur are some part of it. The Life is really good if you You HAVE POWER,FAMEAND MONEY  the best to be in a field to enjoy& relate the best you can.Ota>Actor>Nutritionist Abroad>Business Professor in Medical College.

 Dear diary, I never thought that  I will  decide One day to go for defence services  and give my everything into it. Because it was really tragic When  I decided to have a time that only I have 2 years to prep I have wasted18-22 (5 years )of my life to get in it as I did not decide my Acting and Nutritionist  Carrer is going way more strong headed to become a actor then  business buddy because I love to do it.Power,money and Fame Happiness is the  key to everything . As in my head my life is going around it. It's really a very very good approach  to think in this way .Money can buy my hotel,school,restaurant  and College.  The life is really juggling into me and it's very very  hectic now  to live in it . But i gave exam got some confidence  and try to achieve for next for sure accidentally decided to meet coaching and calling done by me  everytime it's really a bad approach  to think this way and have it. ...

 Hey diary,  I have not even thought that years passing by are different  that I need to learn and get to know new things each day. The people I have now are different from  yesterday because The life is really different  now The  2019 was very very beautiful  as I compared with this year. I know The first not at all ,very first job salary was very bad And not at all that good but I thoroughly enjoyed the process and the first I had the 8 months with my love APPI was so beautiful and mesmerizing  that I got to learn new things everyday and eating momos,love,dance,ghoststories,loveaffairs were our topic the bonding and love is really irreplaceable to anything in this world because it.To the student to behind me student to everything in life My happy place is everything to me and the happiness I know some bad and bitter days were there but I had a blast those 8 months were beautifully  learned saree session,me at the best I can ,the best beauti...