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30April2023

 Dear Diary, Its 30April2023 I am feeling very I don’t know my diary I am what I’m feeling bad this is Shelly really been stupid of me I don’t know why I have been like that since childhood I would like nobody in this world I have to share to speak and to say Nota man not friends not family Nu want some writing this to you because I don’t know what else to do I don’t have anyone to express my feeling very agitated very irritated I don’t know why is this I am always been that three words on love socialising going out and living the life being talk of the town talking to people but I don’t know what and how this kind of person has become I have always been that MB or not the intro Varna day near the bad person and always wanted to do best in my life it’s really very difficult and very different to understand what is happening to me wrong I have become this very ruthless irritated and nonsense person I’m feeling really bad right now diary that I could not be able to buy the 20,000 rin...

29April2023

 Dear diary, Hello dear diary I am feeling really happy and great day I can’t even tell you it’s really a different feeling I am really over man thank you thank you thank you for everything it’s really very difficult for me to say a lot of things Patre Samsung eight it’s really very different Moses the time I feel like I love my job I love my life I love my money I love my way of thinking aunt Levi I love everything and I am living the life in the best possible but most of the time it’s quite difficult and it’s really really difficult for me to do things right now and my brother in pain when an insane mode Annu on to do anything I don’t want to come out I don’t want to be there I don’t want to live with us but yes the waiters Koi I’m really happy Jisko speedey just live I love it grateful blast Kusumm anything that is going to come to my life is looking forward to good good things in my life happy things in my life doing great things in my life over loved happy wanted to a lot of t...

17April2023

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 DearDiary, Today I feel like Wasting my Beauty  Wasting my Time and Energy  Wasting my crucial years of Life Doing  my Life as hell here But I am Thank ful for Family  ThankFul for my Friends and Very Thankful  Thank you -3 for 5 lakh rupees Thankyou -3 for Job-1,Job-2 and Youtubing and My Job at Byjus/Unacademy  Getting 70k per month in 2023 in June  Thank You-3 for my life beautiful body,eyes, greatheight Face and my Beaut love for myself  I have a best Time doing things  Love my life  Thank You-3 I am writing this to you that I am living in Mumbai my Best Life and shhoting YRF 3 film which on release  I am an establish actress Have my Bag on Have my land home got back and money Married to Aryan khan son of SRK I have  farmhouse,home,Car,,cafe,school,college,NGO 

Dear diary 14April2023

 Dear Loner, Hey Girl Today I am very very low its really a PMSing thing being a loner makes me realise the same.  Hey diary, is 14th April today’s by factory I don’t know what’s going to be there and also it like every piece like this and I do not have anything to celebrate  Schedule meeting I don’t know what is happening but you can call it I don’t want EMF in depression right to some disorder in my mind can you say a panic attack I don’t know very much of inside the iPhone sleepless night someone like to hear it I don’t know what to do how to handle this but at this point when I am at home and we all to come for my mind I am not feeling the best but I have been feeling like before never the same I don’t know what it is maybe the financial are you I need to have something open clock for something and to go out to something I don’t know what is happening to me I have no idea what ever in Who is online I don’t know how to record going on in online on and on I don’t know h...

11April2023

 Dear diary  Today is 11th of April i’m very thankful for everything that I have thank you thank you thank you for my job thank you thank you thank you for my job and plants Baatein Gaana Gao in MJPRU thank you thank you thank you for leaving a beautiful house thank you thank you thank you for having a beautiful car Bheegti gonna give a having a restaurant thank you thank you thank you for having a shower Hegide Karenge for having a ticket and I’m flying the kite kite kku have 60,00,00 rupees in my account thank you thank you thank you so thankful for family the France for money that I have thank you thank you thank beautiful day thank you thank you for Mahal thank the face Aagide Pelli Ide Karega Maa tall is Hegide give beauty thank you thank you for my loved ones thank you thank you thank you for everything to play in depth and I love you thank you thank you thank you

8April2023

 Dear diary, Dear diary its 2023 and 8April not to interrupt but this is so so so amazing I can’t believe today I woke up at 4:30 and now I couldn’t be able to sleep and then I woke up again at 6 AM it’s really surreal feeling down the caring me just getting indulge in so many things that how my cousins all grew up India now in boots giving booze and doing their graduation year now I am stuck in between doing PhD never thought about it that this is going to be live in this is going to be what I am doing and it’s seven years just wanted to become an actress and I’m becoming an actress that’s for sure and 2023 is just going to change every thing because I know this is 23 and is going to be Maya Usha and like this only either I become an actress businessman politician the artist and public face over I’m going to just prepare for UPSC CSE anyhow at any cost because I don’t want to indulge in anything else I always thought either this year 2023—-  I have  started my business h...
 Dear diary, Dear diary this is very important you to understand that I’ve been missing you since so long and I really wanted to be a part of your life science things are going really this custard and very different so I really wanted to say a lot of things to you and a lot of things that really matter to you as that I never wanted to dress up in a suit and go to the same job that I’m doing and I don’t want to go there because just going in the same tire 10 to 5 job at the same setting giving lectures you don’t know your future and you are making others future teaching and giving lectures and being their just 24,000 is not that’s it for me I really wanted to live my life that I always wanted and I really wanted the way I always I am really very very I don’t know what else to say it’s really very different for me right now to say so many things I am really very fascinated to just talk about it I have a really no words to what to say about it rings are really very different I don’t k...