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It was a very  beautiful time that i spent with each of my family member  and it was diwali holidays .iam glad that i got this beautiful  time that less people get to face. My each dau from start to last was worth remembering my continuous shopping,each material that i bought ,with mom wleach and every thing . i am  very much thankful to god  that my fam is so beautifully togethered that i get to. Close with each one of them . each time that till 2017 ends  like the only 20 years of my life i am so thankfull to god thsnk you enough i am too much in love with environment its been so surprisiny journey i need to go more and more its really so fortunate . as the my heart is where   the soul is  and that is near ti my Mom . i love family and my parents love love love

So exhausted ! Like the way i say to you its not that bad my life literally sucks as the majority world is  selfish. My world is  more like complement to fantasy. Its the only way i see to it. The whole world is so interesting seems to me. That it is 'not so good  the whole world seems to be the best  out of waste for me ok now its been so long  i am complaining the whole matter revolve around the same that i am so sick of living in cage . its the whole chance of not thinking  negative but what to do then ? Circumstances are just so oppose to me and i will fight  for the same and will work for it  ,and suceed into it.

She  started to cry when she opned her eyes found herself in the place where she felt  the most hated and uncomfortable place in the world .i miss you mom very badly wanna go home ,wanna eat my homefood .and started crying . which syage mom why me, i wanna be your side mum please.someone get her. It was very difficult to just   speak on that very moment so she choose to rolldown tears  as her inner voice. Its the most  unpleasant thing when you found none behind you i wanted you to be my one . but the only thing utter between us is the comfort zone she needs her family her clan .sometime you dont need anything except home. And home is where your mom the mom only and dearones  are some major factor .keeping it aside, its very difficult for me nowadays to cooperate whats happening around me . i wanna skip this time wanna escape from here . hard time going on food,study ,t .God please be the one  . have faith almightly  i am optistic now .

Its been so different journey from a home girl to right now here , away from home . life is so strange  having said that i wanna go out to study and to enjoy as much as i can felt like oh whats this . Right now is like oh man its not   that easy i need more strength and more and more efforts .It like i wanna go home very badly the whole time what my mind says i am so grateful  for what ever i am right now ,but wanna  go home kinda feeling is heading over me i am like please someone yr i wanna go home ,near my mom ,near my family,near my sibling my home .its not  here but anywhere i never thought of coming here  any way  .Destiny the power of fate is so much in power my whole life is  just going i way i never went but i am experiencing the happy me .if home near mom can be anything. But if no choices is given to you then you have to stuck, no man no family home . i am not gonna do this . i need to be get out of myzonar  if this is struggle th...