SteadySecretdiary

Dear diary ,                       hey best friend you know what  i love you  always  that in this  whole  world i get to share my  thing only to you its been the bond of 8 years .That i fall in love with you ( in love with writing) oh god i love my life you know what  again because i love each day its full and full of  new new things my whole life is just 20 years  going and going in search of new peeps and new places . Okay so whats new about today is  This is my 4 months in this stupid city i hate the most koi ni i am engulfing it. As you know i wanna go delhi aur banglore fo mba aur mscphd but never mind this happens to me. Because this was my choice of going out from home but every time i came from home i regret the most  because i love mom,dad ,mini,d i love my home,city,and food. If i would be in delhi or other i might be happy even my dad too. Now toh he hate whenever ...

Yay i mean seriously yr , dear diary today i feel like i am top of the world.  Its a great feeling coming back on your own town seeing your childhood memories all back . I know today i woke up at that time i was having fever like hell . I was feeling like its impossible for me to give this Exam .If i think in deep i waited for this exam whole year 10 dec and here it is . o was literally awestruck that it came so soon  my whole fam ma pa sacrifices for completion and posting for form even my lil sister expend their money i being very  determined even rxam paper xeroxed wasted money but not stidied at that too level that i do generally ( oh god not 100% hated myself  want to clear it 4months  before anyhow any cost wanna crack but nowsee what happened poor me yr but whatever be the circumstances  i ll do best for next its do or die. Now ok aaj toh fever and cold but i wont do nexttime excuse s to let my life spoil. Oh god i would have done small bit of stud...

Dear diary , its 8 December 2017 and since past 1,1/2 week i havent studied anything of tifr or anything else , of Msc just wasting tom i 'lldo writing stuff,  reading,examsforms,exerciee,yoga,meditation, and have a schedule of it. Its so stupod i am doing nothing just not even studied of what is coming .just have to do it anyway. Its been so bad now i hate it yr, i do statiscs and english this time and mt dream will work on it too . My mascot and stupid college too i am gonna go there too yr .its so much hectic yr its too stupid . i hate it i ll do it now  anyway 2 times it is too much bad even 3 ,4 time iam done of it

Dear diary ,  I am on my way to step  out the world i always wanted to be life, man i am right now in the mid of my  career its been 3 months in this stupid city  i always want to leave this shit place i am so much fond of leaving this . God sometimes people    react to me  so politely,gently or either they just ignore me ,dont talk do not even ask . i know its my life story that i dont have any one besides me  my true friend or best friend  . The only issue i have is  i dont have any senior junior   relation nor any  relation ( nor i am interested till the best is yet to come ) alone and always alone . i dont know why people are so double faced hated me . so bad to me not like any one . being alone liking people not reacting ,not grouping not evebln attached to any of them . its so  making me feel lonely my whole. Life i was awaiting this moment to come like please i want to  get out of home but not here atleast .it...