Its been so different journey from a home girl to right now here , away from home . life is so strange  having said that i wanna go out to study and to enjoy as much as i can felt like oh whats this . Right now is like oh man its not   that easy i need more strength and more and more efforts .It like i wanna go home very badly the whole time what my mind says i am so grateful  for what ever i am right now ,but wanna  go home kinda feeling is heading over me i am like please someone yr i wanna go home ,near my mom ,near my family,near my sibling my home .its not  here but anywhere i never thought of coming here  any way  .Destiny the power of fate is so much in power my whole life is  just going i way i never went but i am experiencing the happy me .if home near mom can be anything. But if no choices is given to you then you have to stuck, no man no family home . i am not gonna do this . i need to be get out of myzonar  if this is struggle then i 'll make it count,my journey is not home its up to the hill and more if not central or my thing then i'll work hard at ant way possible. In the same way geeta did in dangal , ok ok as like mary kom as like any other achiever for their sheer joy in their field .which could be mine too  Ms  i know  . if these 2 years are there ,i  try nit to waste my  fathers hard work,and moms blessing. Not like same in entrances and in 10,12 . I do not gave myself a chance again  to just  waste and to curse myself in rhe same way for rest of my life in the same both ways due to college,hostel,food,friends not may be any other reason to cry . i know i can do it and I'll do it God this is high time just this year may be fate change any part so soon i waiting eagerly for some magic to happen .

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