Dear ,diary today is the saddest one i  dont know its because of whom that i a. Feeling so bad today sometimes i fell likd i need,a boy friend desperately  i bow, in front i have felt so so much being away from home being a girl is veey hard .  their are around 100000 eyes on you all the time ,from the way you speak to how you look everything is judged my all the way i inspiration is the only  myself . i feel so cursed sometimes i cursed myself only . My whole life rightnow is a mess doing masters in science,to exam of research and wanted tobe actress and now here at home aur bad college its so irritating. Require help.well  its been so bad day of mine buslate ,train late 3 ghNte,my 9 hours wasted in travel no food even the Tc then seat and lasted no food hungry  and auto differenced,different seat time wasted sp latealone and hanging from top to bottom  so so bad  late home no bf ,bus train got wrong and then  auto ,got hurt modi sir why so late ,my so lazy government bus and even the train got so exhausted.traveled from  different place  tired ,overall day waisted but i'll make up to you.as ots journey .complicated life and different everything. My life today 4,5hour_ to  9 hours god help me i wanna be strong no boy only fske need support and most imp i need  help i made mom worry and panic she is so love i need her always in auto ,market and hoke i love you babes mom .help modiji being girl sometimes good but hurts i need ashoulder to tell whatever i feel come z everyday is atractted  but thats fake . real ones  home,fam and everything related required and is imp to it

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