A Wakeup Call

 Hey diary,

This is to Inform you that I have been there and then because I feel like From 2019 I am here,NoAds ,no Videos ,noprint shootsand not at all anything Else.I know I am not Tall my nose is not good have moles on face but Will try my all level Best and Tty hard anyway with confidence 

I know I am quite educated but use it and make it good in all situation and see happiness everywhere

This is where I feel like from being Bachleors to Masters now B.ed being a Teacher was my job till then as I feel like it's really very bad.

Oh then its April now I have been teaching since and in job since 1 year 8 months and no saving at all very bad salary and it's really so bad I feel like what to do and then I have now so much time,no pressure of Exams and no other work till yet and it's not even I am taking any advantage of that it's very bad I am stuck with it It feels really Bad The life really gets annoyed.

But now being 22 and 6 months with LESS SALARY it's over need to work hard CRACK CDS AT ANY COST or do it anyway possible because it is what it is.TAKE TIME AND WORK FROM HOME AND PREPARE THROUGHLY TO DO IT.

To go and do it anyway yr it's really really Important  to do, I am shook by its reaction 

Life is there,my life dreams of being on screen ,on camera people know me I have a opinion and people listen to me ,Idosile me and symbolize me as a Entertainer  Love the fact that I can do so much I will work bloody hard to get any ounce of it No BORING Life Its really very important  for me to life a life that people remember me my life not a Person can do.

But being a CDS officer,a nutritionist can might be monotonous But will make it more worth full and astonishing need guidance and work harder

Also By getting offers I am not moving to schools from Colleges. 

Help me good anyway 

It's been the whole I went to College and now going g to get and towards my dreams a little bit Its really very different  situation now I am totally that I am now every Saturday Sunday roaming here and there but the thing is that if the life  permit After I full covid crises I am addicted to my family my Mom even after the whole lockdown of 8 months actually I enjoyed in 8 months in SSVGI it was really so beautiful and I enjoyed there the life was beautiful.

The beautiful time I had since last 1 YEAR 9 MONTHS IN BAREILLY I love my city,my family,my people and my dadichachu,daddy but it's high Time To do something be on a officer rank with family have all respect,love and Dignity,money,fame and all comfort home travel,car and everything.

It's now very challenging  year sometime I don't want to go and prepare here only and sometimes enjoy but this is it .

I the love,respect is MONEY AND RESPECTby my JOB so it's time to detach and have Life That I have given but workhard  any way possible.

It's very amusing and so annoying too,

Well the thing is its career time,sacrificetime,show time EITHER SIT AND MARRY OR MAKE IT WORTHFUL

-ACTING CALL TRY AND TRY GO MUMBAI 

-CDS PREPARE

-BE NUTRITIONIST  AND EARN AS A BUSINESS BY PHD

-POLITICS,BUSINESS,

Fame,money and travel world with family

Love my fam,dadi chachu, momdad monuand monamami ,nanjinani,


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