Quarantine series

Hey Diary,

These 60 days of my life are not the best days of my life  each and every day I am working Hard to just a value of me nothing in life seems to be approachable not even in my life anything that I am doing is working  these days everything looks very uneasy. Looks like my family has backstapped me for many reasons since my childhood nothing good is happening l5 days she is not life is so unsorted I need to have a charge of myself whatever I do.I don't know but this lockdown is showing me the worst situation I am so done with it my life really sucks things are not working accordingly.In my 22 years of this Life I have now Known to be as the best year that is going on .In my whole life I fought with my mom n number of times like several times with only listening her aspects and her way of doing things on me but this time its been 5 days she is not talking to me always worst talking bad arguments and bad thought that are ruining my life theses days she never understands me ,never listens to me only I am the her pet to ask out, talk,obey and behave in the certain ways only she likes.

Is it like having the bad time of life YES it is because whenever I explains her my choices,my dreams ,my life she just dislikes my each and every idea how can she be so mean.

I Know theses days my father mom and sister no one I do not know how it works because it is taking my mind to another level, the more I celebrate my mom,dad,anniversary,their days the more i get disappointed with all of it I just made wrong choices did just nothing. So the scenario is like my family treats me like a princess in old times but now nothing else matters.

I am not important to my family ,not useful, with no ideas,no opinions,no existence, no choices to make,not at all good in food,not in driving,not in making,not in mehendi, no nothing I feel awful theses days the motivation has to be true.

I am nothing for my MoM and Dad until I prove them but How will I By my Career graph Increases with what I like Not what she Likes I am so confused,depressed, Bad I want to win became a money maker Actress

with all good act in life.I want to be BeSt just will work on myself nothing else I will do

so be the best version of Yourself.

My criticism is my Family and relatives I will prove them for sure and  I will  happy to share with you all hope situation might be same dealing with all like it.As because I can make people motivated and happy but its very very HARD TO APPLY ON YOURSELF

Signing off with GOOD VIBES SPREAD POSITIVITY AND BE POSITIVE