Dear diary,
 Hey hows you hope  you are more n more better than me its so bad that i always treat you like my family . But actually you are a part of me . Whenever i am sad ,happy,guity,arrogant n even mixed like i was from  last 3,4 days i just come up to you you means alot to me the whole my emotions are just comprises you .my best part . Like you see before yesterday i just touched my luck from being a star ,my practice,dressup,going ,and posing,dreaming feeling proud n.assuming was just late n late of just 2 minute can you believe like i call myself a badluck person happened to me too. Lifes change everyone expects so much from everyone and the same i do,but ghe problem is it demands more and more i am so much bad to it. My life actually sucks and most imp is my teeth from 6 standard t now being the 27 half teeth suddenly everythings change now to no one is like  is suffer like same in 26 or 27 both the cases i was weak loser suffer felt depressed and everything bad happened to me . I am so not good at it i actually hate it, from bhai to mom to the worker and even to doc,bua ,dad,ma,or other its just happened to the whole shitty thing i am so depresses from last 2 days .and this hurts the most i want to be the best you know but now theres no one to say air blame .its just have to happened its like a day dreaming and just to like an baddest fream ever i want  jusy to be happy everything  happens for a reason,  as now its gods wish i want any positivity and happens for a reason kinda attitude can help me  in that case. Ilove my fam and thiscan  everysource that can wotk 

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