Hey everyone I am back again ,with new scandals,Troubles and most Importantly Exams which are going ON these days it can be from anything to Everything.
These are giving me sweet and Bitter Kinda feeling for like I always tries out to be the Best but didnot work most of the time like these days it's a mixed feeling I wish I could not have my ambition for Life that I have from 5 years back to live Life on your own , Earn as much I can ,To travel every country ,to work ,to live and to help as by my Business .sometimes I feel like I need a counsellor than I feel like it's Ok to be in the way iIhabdle my prob I need learn and experience my Mistakes in life the only problem here with me .This point of time Iam really clueless don't know what to do and how I am filling exam forms ,not prepared ,class performance also ,love for my Business and acting too. I am lijelfrom class 12 I live that dream to became an actor a succesfulones as just because of my height Iditch my childhood dream to became a miss India world the whole life now Idon't want any regets to happen nor the money and other factors to blame my life right now if not turned then future will be full of Regrets ,negative ,bad dreams ,blaming otherso and no money God need you path . I want to lead my life &my sister life too she is my everything that all I can say because she is my inspiration going to pursue what she loves to cones back after so many cry and bad heart now schoolteacher all college life she didnot experience all her craft work she never cried and blame even she calm me down all the time. She is like never complain& girl everything that I experienced I never want her to do so. All the love laughter she desrves I want to give her anyway she is my star. My designer need her life .even everyone enjoys their life if they gets their choices I want her college life ,her dream course to be in not beacuse of rupees this year I want to earn for my sister my momdadanniversery myself then need this time immediately. If mine in case not but I try , then I want my sister to have big wings to fly on and live her life succeeed moreover . Now I need fellowship titwork on this time no love no politics ,no MBA no placement ,nothing. Only and only acting focus ,big city coaching center ,tutiontuany job now if no abroad or fellowship work. There is no time left now 20 years only need time it's too much . I want to earn anyhow it takes.
These are giving me sweet and Bitter Kinda feeling for like I always tries out to be the Best but didnot work most of the time like these days it's a mixed feeling I wish I could not have my ambition for Life that I have from 5 years back to live Life on your own , Earn as much I can ,To travel every country ,to work ,to live and to help as by my Business .sometimes I feel like I need a counsellor than I feel like it's Ok to be in the way iIhabdle my prob I need learn and experience my Mistakes in life the only problem here with me .This point of time Iam really clueless don't know what to do and how I am filling exam forms ,not prepared ,class performance also ,love for my Business and acting too. I am lijelfrom class 12 I live that dream to became an actor a succesfulones as just because of my height Iditch my childhood dream to became a miss India world the whole life now Idon't want any regets to happen nor the money and other factors to blame my life right now if not turned then future will be full of Regrets ,negative ,bad dreams ,blaming otherso and no money God need you path . I want to lead my life &my sister life too she is my everything that all I can say because she is my inspiration going to pursue what she loves to cones back after so many cry and bad heart now schoolteacher all college life she didnot experience all her craft work she never cried and blame even she calm me down all the time. She is like never complain& girl everything that I experienced I never want her to do so. All the love laughter she desrves I want to give her anyway she is my star. My designer need her life .even everyone enjoys their life if they gets their choices I want her college life ,her dream course to be in not beacuse of rupees this year I want to earn for my sister my momdadanniversery myself then need this time immediately. If mine in case not but I try , then I want my sister to have big wings to fly on and live her life succeeed moreover . Now I need fellowship titwork on this time no love no politics ,no MBA no placement ,nothing. Only and only acting focus ,big city coaching center ,tutiontuany job now if no abroad or fellowship work. There is no time left now 20 years only need time it's too much . I want to earn anyhow it takes.
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