DREAMS VS REALITY

 It may or may not please many of you  to know that you and I are very much alike.

We cant eat without spilling ourselves.I have no idea about what others are saying but have this idea  to just with others like the way I do.Looking Back I have Imagined How I have come these 22 years of life were so so different in many terms like whenever I  dream's of doing something or becoming something the only thing that comes to my mind is Miss World but somehow the height was my most tragic drawback that I came through with its really very very hurting all the time since I was 16 its been 7 years of thinking the same thing always the pinch me everyday and above all of it.

The Fast forwarding life has shown me Everything but I never ever gave up on anything in life from my dream of becoming Doctor a Neurologist to Dancer to Teacher That is I am Today  to now my actual dream 😦of An Actress to get my name to help my family earn money get fame and work harder above my highest level just to make my country proud because its always the best time to do whenever I wanted to take a step  its always very very tough or way tougher.

whether its about my school small small problems of getting first , Badges, Competitive behaviour or any kind of Financial Inferiority. Even in College when I actually decided to be the best version of myself be in top at every stage.The Academics, the curriculum and even the college level performa where I want to be at top Rank,but unfortunately stood 2 in class in Dance solo, College badge, and in College speeches.
Somehow things just vanished in front of us and all is gone.

Then my Masters actually the story behind is very Tragic  

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