The Life Up and Onnnn

 Dear diary,

As you can see the feeling these days mine are about the way the whole 2020 has sometimes I feel like it's a lesson then I feel like I missed this year like my every year as my life is stuck from last 3 years as my focus was only to go Delhi then to Mumbai and work bloody hard to work for the love I had to WIN MISS INDIA THEN I REALISES I AM ONLY 5FEET 1 INCH It feels like next to impossible  if I may say so the life is beyond everything I see and achieve I trying really hard to get into it and believe that I am not the good height it requires 5 inches more to be in the way anyone can see me.

Deeply downed and  felt bad by the fact that I have nothing to do now and how I am going to coop up with I dont even know that as well.I always dreamt and work hard to level up my height and and make my body look attractive but what what is called as the way to be.

So there started my acting career I work bloody hard to be in the way I am today  because  no new year as a middle  class family and also the time now I have never ever celebrated  because the exam and all was there so as I say further life was 23 years a tricky one and I want to be the best I do also  it's really hard from meerut delhi back to bareilly  us a side back also it's a been 5 july19 to 5 july20 and 6 months I am home properly wasted 40000 Rupees and wasted things and 2 years as now I am a Bachelor ,Master and a Education degree holder as well as a person worked in 2 reputed organizations.

KUDOS TO MEE YEAH🤗🤗

But but ... I think my love for acting and business a money maker creative  person is Immortal I am under 25 need to earn more and have ambition  and Creativity  to work and in the space as much as I can 

TO TRAVEL ABROAD,TO EARN EVERYTHING ,BRANDS,HOOD HOUSE ,CARS,FARMHOUSE IN HILLS,TO TAKE BACK THINGS SND FAME IS ALL I AM WORKING HSRD FOR NEED TO GEAR UP AND COME IN MY RUNNING SHOES

NOOOOOOOO TIME  TO REGRET☺☺


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