8April2023

 Dear diary,

Dear diary its 2023 and 8April not to interrupt but this is so so so amazing I can’t believe today I woke up at 4:30 and now I couldn’t be able to sleep and then I woke up again at 6 AM it’s really surreal feeling down the caring me just getting indulge in so many things that how my cousins all grew up India now in boots giving booze and doing their graduation year now I am stuck in between doing PhD never thought about it that this is going to be live in this is going to be what I am doing and it’s seven years just wanted to become an actress and I’m becoming an actress that’s for sure and 2023 is just going to change every thing because I know this is 23 and is going to be Maya Usha and like this only either I become an actress businessman politician the artist and public face over I’m going to just prepare for UPSC CSE anyhow at any cost because I don’t want to indulge in anything else I always thought either this year 2023—-

 I have  started my business have 

my man 

Going to Goa 

I am in Udiapur and Kashmir

I am having 60,00,00 rupees in my account leaving 

My life in Mumbai as a stab list actress in Bollywood getting Yash Raj films signed like three film signed and about the release and just leaving my dreams are always wanted 

Gold purchased

because I know my siblings are getting older India also have the opportunity we do not have time we do not have money and I always thought that I am not going to give a life to my siblings to my family to my children that I always thought that chasing money chasing money and always money is an issue I really wanted to live that life right now it’s not like that that I need to go out yes I need to explore abroad as I need to explore Mumbai Hyderabad Bangalore Yes I need to see the words I need to do things yes I was so much wanted to be a part of serious defence exam but somehow it didn’t work but don’t worry I’ll have another option God has best plan for me in life I know I am over The Gajapati just a stupid person but yes I’m going to prove everyone wrong and become a star and become an achieve and I will surely do that and so many things I really wanted to conduct Vadiya these are things are just on the main priority I’m just gonna do career set up this year otherwise nothing else nothing else nothing else just wanted to do these things on my priority list no more bags clothes shopping NXRaviii stick them because yes I can buy an iPhone and Apple Watch any Indian become a big deal because right now I am not having aSubtle job or big thing on aYouTuber influencing that again I do not have something to just go and rely on it so I really wanted to have something too back upon I can easily do anything else and I know somebody will come and beat me up and so many things but yes I really wanted to do so so so so so many things in life and this is not where I really want to wear I want to wake up early in the morning I want to let I want to be just all my dear just doing nothing but really really really it’s important to understand that what is important for me and this life is not 95 is not important for me a luxury a home I came back to home just for food family and a kind of relax but that has been done a lot because from 29 August to now 2022 August it’s been three years and like  8 months and it’s more than even six months were really wanted to improve myself do something I’m good because I haven’t achieved so many things these are all just lion greed and dishonesty but I really wanted to indulge with a good person good human being with honest happiness hard-working determined consistent and better thank you thank you thank you universe I am loving You

Universe you have been so patient with me I know I have Garden Garden tees father and 25 and I do not have a lot of time to get married and have a subtle life because I really wanted income to be the best I have my bank account and yes every thing is it’s 2023 and I live in my life and it’s done I’m 25 year old and I need to really buck up myself to people just looking forward to me and live my best life that as always I wanted to be and yes I am going great I will do the best I can I just I’m not going to be just getting and stopping here and there I am just going on and on and on and miles to go before I sleep and so many things to do ya I have done graduation post graduation Biye De Na going to do PhD and so on and so many things to just grab and do because I really wanted to leave my Best life as possible that I always and always wanted no more things to be just cry and is just the best way possible I am living my life have all enough money Enu Will Do the best thank you thank you thank you for everything till now really grateful