30September2023

 Dear diary,

Hello diary I am Bhagyaraj and I don’t know what to say but I can’t believe it like it’s 2023 and 26 year old and just two months left today is that 30 September and we are just about to begin first October from tomorrow and I can’t even imagine like like days are going year is going like every second time is going like very new I can’t believe what ever I will achieve this year what ever ever I will cheer achieve Tin 26 years of my life I don’t know thanks I’m really thankful grateful blessed for every thing that I have thank you thank you thank you for that big biscuit I’m going to get Nike thank you thank you for that long that I’m going to bed thank you thank you thank you for a Kashmir trip thank you thank you thank you for that bag thank you thank you for that handbag thank you for so many things God thank you thank you thank you I’m really happy Bangalore Eight full blast for food for life house for family for wealth and health for every thing but I don’t know what but there is a form all the time they feel that influencers Bollywood in rural industries and actresses nearly of my age and bureaucrats and people who are working in MNC having Karo an hour like millionaire billionaire I might be getting a lot of money than me Sakde that is Adam phone Lagao always felt like I know that if I appear for UPSCCSC exam is like very different for me if I will be doing this I will be doing this for country for my family my form of majorly for me father he wants me to become God and a lot of struggle and hard work like two years I don’t know how I’m gonna survive so are I N since childhood I know that we have laws like four houses like 1000 acre of land a lot of money my bag and do not have all the substantial gold and all the land and I do not have the money so I always felt like that I really want to earn money it can be through business of even management Close by wedding planner or something like that related to this a something creative something on states and the people Ga Nanu and have my name and fame like a always felt like I am I’m becoming an actress I want to become an actress and I am in actress I always well done and really really wanted to make a name that people will remember me for the work that I have done will think that okay if I will watch her that story that movie is going to impact me because I don’t know Wanted to work in MNC go abroad and then walk in industry this was has always been my plan like working in MBADenMNC and Hindi and then and then lastwanted to work in MNC go abroad and then walk in industry this was has always been my plan like working in MBADenMNC and Hindi and then last option would be like a UPS N being a professor I don’t know and never thought of being and military Lai Ke Pyar for the CDs exam and then the UPSC and I’m talking about being a professor but I don’t know how I end up being an academician doing this but I really wanted to be in performing arts doing actress learning Kathak do in swimming learning some of a kind of a belly dancing these sort of things and travel around the world have a lot of money has my private chat as my bungalow house and other 45 businesses going on I really wanted one money to be luxurious to help my family and wealth Lehi want to do help my family this is what my London and short-term goal would be I really wanted to do that God please help me I will be working hard please just love me do not hold back things I have I am really well coming like I’m reading right now I am really well coming those things whatever is happening to me I am well coming all the all the energies in the world but I am just so away that I’m gonna take in only positive thoughts I will be really happy I’ll be really motivated I do my work so that on stage when I have a my cable share my journey and people get motivated and guided by me and that’s all I really really wanted being on stage to Tu go back to college and delivered at talk in college and school so that my teachers would be so proud my parents will be so proud Vatva Idhu Enna really wanted to do it at the excellence level the best level like and I really want to Mysore don’t want a Gessa Petta life just be their Kerala get a job getting a middle-class salary living a middle-class family then forwarding this to my offspring Enthanu Ennu wedding things happening and then not that live and really want to go abroad have a lot of money business people know Me name in same God please grant my ward universe if you listening to me name and fame on top deliver a talk on top I am that person I’m a business person I’m really wanted to be famous I really wanted to be a Billina please help me I will do my ass off I will really work hard and I am that to do anything and everything and yes I really wanted to be there to show everyone to become a person who everybody should look up to and I really wanted to be that person thank you so much and I do not want my child Ayushi do you know feel so bad that I haven’t tried even I really wanted to do that universe universe universe thank you thank you thank you for everything and looking forward to the two months and I really wanted to TikTok my butt market list to go to abroad sitting on aeroplane And living in Mumbai that’s all I really wanted this to happen and give an audition don’t want to have any regret in my life when I was in my 40s thank you thank you thank you