Nightmare into Dreams

 Dear diary,

Its 1 Feb of 2021 what else one can expect that 1 month is gone by Air here and now what to do ?

I came back to bareilly on 5 july 2019 and now its 1 year 6month and just I do not have a handsome amount to prepare for as My not so good B.ed and my 50 K salary saving in these times is just now completed with me what else one can expect my very dear sister who loves me alot said I HOPE I GET TO SEE MY LIGHT THIS YEAR LIKE MY ACTUAL CALLING FOR WHAT I AM EXACTLY DOING  FOR LIFE FOR PASSION FOR LOVE AND FOR LIVING THIS IS WHAT I EXPECT FROM MYSELF THIS THIS TEAR AFTER THIS 1 MONTH OF  OTA PREP AND EXAM ALL I WANT IS TO HAVE A A AUDITION IN LUCKNOW TO HO AND WORKSHOPS TO ATREND AND WORK BLOODY HARD TO GET MY DREAM COMES TRUEI WILL NOT WASTETHIS YEARFOR 40K JOB OR A MONEY TO GET THIS YEAR JUST TOTAL  PURE DEDICATION TO STOP MYNIGHTMARE AND LIVE MY ACTUAL DREAMS AND MAKE THEM TRUE TO

GOD HELP AND SUPPORT WILL MAKE IT ANY HOW THIS YEAR AND GO  FOR IT

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