10-July-2023

 Dear Diary,

Hello DrZeba how are you I am doing great I’m missing your lot so just to let you know that there are so many things going on in my life alone how to cope up with it and there are so many things that I felt like that how I am gonna deal with it so let’s not waste time because I want you to be a part of year yes sure go with this a new one that I don’t know what is happening to life but life has been very different I’m not talking to my friends I’m not being part of anywhere I’m not going anywhere new party nothing also I been very detached from my family as well it’s been one year I met my Dadi and I wanted to meet him but she only don’t even call me care near don’t know how I’m gonna deal with this also the broken relationships like me relation with my Chachi may Ente Saubi tall CastT very different are re don’t want to do anything it’s really embarrasses me and I don’t like doing it also talking about my cousins few cousins and my girls are not being part of what I am feeling these days very different very far Ola married and having their lives all my friends are having their life and I don’t know how to deal with this but I really wanted to because that is not what I always wanted always wanted to have a amazing life with every thing I want to do I am doing and with my family but this time there is no family that I can deal with Soya another drawback my friends are very very mean and selfish they always wanting money new time new fun they always are need that if they get money from me even a party life will be amazing but see it’s not the case in anyway Annu want to be a part of anywhere where things will be like this and it’s really X my heart so much pain like what else to say so another good thing about this then if I talk about a new thing which is my life it’s going great I have different kinds of things to do but is still Mausam Da timer set Kar Dao like what else I can do to make myself happy most of the time money is there like yes it is but I want something else I want something else to be a part of it I want something else to be Nenu be there and have with me and so many things I just want to have a lot of fun but it’s not happening and anyway so ya Iralu hope save that it’s going to happen and I’m gonna have a great time that I always wanted to have I want to be happy physically mentally I want to be happy healthy when my beauty is good I’m feeling great I’m travelling I am doing business I am doing business I am doing business and business and increases that’s what I always wanted I want name same politics and so many things around me I don’t want that anything else it comes to my mind and I’m not able to do it in my don’t want my children’s to say no I can’t afford it I can’t give this to you because I can’t afford it so this thing has always been their always been very happy Shreyas Raviii portal so many good things in life and looking forward to Sumanth retreat experiences thank you so much I am looking forward to it love love thank you thank you thank you universe thank you laugh attraction Alli want to write some more books Naav autobiographies by the fees and new travel the world with new people just very very new note the old friends and family Te Hafte Kanu Mama and I just don’t want them not at all feeling blessed happy thank you thank you kittu Temple Makes me happy it’s my mind Haath that’s what I wanted thank you thank you thank you thank you