18Oct2023

 Dear Diary,

Hi dear diary I don’t know how to react and out to deal with things I had no idea what’s going on and how I am going to conduct myself I don’t know I’m so much destroyed by delete option Bengali married go away from the house and then cut that always observing things toxic behaviour and harsh words by my mother never encourage me to do what I love that is being an entertainment business it’s not saving mode Ta Chali Ring away from me from Charu three there in cases where age 21 year find late Gangu Pata Na call Aram truck just cope up with it a lot of things 41 that you are going to a place which is like your house your work please everything is just so frustrating where is unwell very Best of upset about you don’t like your house that’s not to play is always wanted is not watching all Irundhu Paattu You’re actually pissed off with you busy or pissed off Iruva not have people around your fever pissed off because don’t want to prepare don’t want to do anything because Dolly want to do will become an actress Meghan entertainment industry Hain living your dream of getting back back your houses land have a lot of property and things and have a business intrapreneur actress side married to Aryan Khan son of Shahrukh Khan and have a best life like a VIP or a billionaire but I don’t know there is petty things maybe that I have been struggling but right now I have a lot of anxiety depression hardships Or PatelSir I would say that says where in I feel like I don’t know what to do how to do it and I’m still real concern Mridul for the fact that I have Rs. load a lot ofor hotels I would say the phase where in I feel like I don’t know what to do how to do it and I’m still really concerned summary film for the fact that I am rupees a lot of rupees a lot of wealth a lot of people around a lot of things to do with style icon Mahajan these things Lord anybody else I’m totally pissed off by the fact that I am dealing in my mental health and I am no idea and deal with that I know my parents are getting old have to think about it it’s 2023 restroom and left I’m 26 how I am going to cope up Disha always wanted to live in Mumbai have month live my life on my own terms but I always wanted people support me Aishwarya I am either I have not shown at the talent the spark data always wanted to Daud I like You must have like what what would I do I have no idea every day I feel like your new level rebel years and very agitated to do things I don’t know I don’t want to home I don’t want to new things I hate it I don’t like doing it I don’t want to be like another housewife who doesn’t even get his dues scared anything they are being treated in a bad man I don’t know I don’t have your tea tea tea Chey children something may be known but I don’t want this life I’m truly thinking that I can’t please anyone I am no more going to be positive to anyone nobody is helping nothing is happening this is a small pizza because we’re nothing is happening in my favour maybe have to do work hard my work steps are not real I have to go Gaana app motivated app Nu positive new things on mountain I’m just gonna read I’m just gonna read I’m just gonna read motivate myself watch good content be very very happy and content and disconnect screw I know what I want and I’m going to hundred percent thank you thank you thank you I’m really grateful thanks blast I’m gonna rock it anyhow get out of this

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