25October2023

 Dear Diary,

Hey die die really I can’t believe I will get to a point like this always thought I will be in Mumbai living my best life as an actress Nawada Dolly in Bareilly any new thinking about this that I’m thinking right now it’s little weird it’s really very weird I can’t believe what is happening but I don’t know whatever is happening because I can see my childhood friends getting married and then I saw my school friends now getting married my basic friends I am married now only kitties left also my masters friends are getting married now and got married also I don’t know everyone have their life priority and never thought in that way but my priorities as soon a friend I really wanted to have that long is life that I always wanted I always wanted to have get back my Kasganj Wadali Homeland back with Mani evlo wanted to be an actress living in Mumbai and never saw it any other way to have luxurious houses bungalow school college cafe restaurant and And restaurant people know me and be on the priority people like having thinking about Minal WhatsApp Vade Me going to do just looking a pet Mein takes a lot of courage and lot of hard work and so many things required in that way but I really wanted it to be done not only that I really wanted to marry to Aryan Khan son of Shah Rukh Khan and last but not least got back my bag that I just lost it anyway yeah these are all me always my priority to be like married to someone tall having a lot of money and phase Naya the things doesn’t matter for Me Bhatia these are things are majorly is important for me hadannu adore want that average city life to be a middle-class person I’m getting married and having Enne honeymoon period and then have a kid and things like that I can never wanted that kind of life I really can’t be in that much mood for very long period of time because that I was doing on that day and Yaaka can’t do it more than that because I really can’t deal with it I really wanted a normal Bhaktivedanta any relevant life that is ahead of what I always wanted I really wanted whatever things that I always wanted otherwise I was always a creep in my mind which I never want to happen and I really want things to happen in a way that I always wanted I cannot just cannot be thinking that oh I can’t do it or I have not done this because of this happened that happened not like that not at all not gonna not at all not gonna voice any more time thinking or anything else I really wanted all of these things to happen and just like I say my honeymoon per day is gone because I have investing on my time till 24th and 23rd January 25 21st of May be 28 second and November 4 days but now my Shaubi days gone no marriage not going out at all I really wanted these two month go to Thailand Idu Goa Udaipur it out any cost I live my Best life that I always wanted yes I want to be an actress Wynk music videos and entrepreneur and business woman having a lot of money House cars businesses I really wanted that way and I really wanted to be on top guess Aditya something that I really wanted and really wanted to work hard on that man and I will do that this new lesson if I’m 25 I will do that no worries but I have to do it and anyway I can’t go back and change everything when I was 20 Meerut disco than and then three years wasted in Covid and things like that new looking back just this year I have achieved lot sound of praise myself detaching and really think that everyone have their life everyone have their values everyone have their believes and do not Omae not matched to them but I thought that if this is going to work in different where I will work yes I’m not that rich people I’m not born with silver is blue but I will make sure that I will buy a silver spoon for my kid he will not be facing all of these things yes I need a family yes I need people around me yes they will be there for me on and on but not more than that I will and my career will be on top and I will work hard for that at any cost thank you

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