19November2023

 Dear diary,

I love my life hello dear diary how are you it’s been really long time that I met you bad name Phir Lagta Hai love you hello I am doing great how are you I don’t know what I have in my mind like I can’t believe it my life is this right now and 26 only one month left it’s 2023 I should’ve runway one hour is 20 which is in 2016 new ventures in 2017 or something like that likeI love my life hello dear diary how are you it’s been really long time that I met you bad name Phir Lagta Hai love you hello I am doing great how are you I don’t know what I have in my mind like I can’t believe it my life is this right now and 26 only one month left it’s 2023 I should of runway one of us 20 which is in 2016 new which is in 2017 or something like that but I didn’t happen I want to be a leader I’m a leader like a main actress am doing great I want to do music videos I want to have money I want to have property I want to have rich people around me I want to have married to Aryan Khan get all down CastFemale Kamla Patle homeland back out to get my bag bag I want to have powerful I want to be business woman I want to have my Jio Cafe school college restaurant hotel Amaan to be seen I want to be there I want to be like that I am Varuven living has established I don’t want Machal list but through this all my class rate of want to be a multi millionaire with my own Heaven poke leader latin Tamane every thing is married to some powerful rich person Ne Kale Khan not anything else I want to have a Kaha Rehne Do have mother is not understand maybe the best way can do is go out of this house yaar I just want to go to the wise nothing is happening the way and it will never went it will never go because I am not able I’m not able to start with influencing and can YouTube feel then Mattel career than anything else in the house the car I’m not able to buy it because I do not have that much of money with six lakh rupees I can’t do anything else  I have to take others I have to get out I have to do something otherwise it’s not happening and it will not happen the way I wanted to really very sceptical of it’s not it’s not what I want I want to really go out I don’t know what’s happening yeah Mumbai call me call me call me I just want to be there call me call me call me call me more desperate Baj really wanted it’s been like six years age of 16 I wanted to be this sweet 10 year I should say that I want to be if I will not try another regret and evil Idu me away I don’t know what will happen to my life I can’t live with a dream inside me inside my head and living that seem oh my God I can’t believe my life Disha Di and everything Lapin to everyone Yaar where is Vande Nikki Do not have money no no no no I don’t wanted the age in this thing I don’t know I can’t believe  I have to really Vagad you have to go out Sharma to Mumbai the have to really work hard go there live your dream when actress score what’s the score go out it’s not working Duniya Hai wanted please thank you thank you universe for every thing that I have now whether it’s Aunty and whether it’s raining Village year you are nice change Varai Chella rupees Oda biscuit thank you for everything but now I don’t know how to do this I am really telling universe please show me the way I am no idea or Kovil actors in French bean business politician or in cricket and whatever the cases I can’t believe or a man doing and what’s happening around I don’t know what things are not aligning with you have to work hard this is the only way I can do it exam not happening which I have to go to Mumbai then the Vijay want to go navigation that’s not happening then what else I’m out to be living in Mumbai the top priority that is not happening the way I wanted I don’t know WhatsApp Neha don’t want to do PhD at want to publish a People Bindaas film Dya Na want to live a middle-class family and range on vacation time travel kids new new never do new and Asia Dhoond and never wanted this and never wanted us to happen to be in the same way that I have seen I don’t want