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Quarantine Series

"Whatever happens happens for a good reason" the most wisely repeated 
line which  might have healed many situation. So dealing with this
pandemic is very difficult theses days because when you see a so much
happening around and negativity keeps now make you feels so bad, even
when I wanted to be positive the family makes something or the other
like to be bad at worst situations.

The good part are somany but  bad parts are equalising each and every day.

Though Man is an social Animal and its impossible to cut off and just be present virtually.

I am feeling so so so disguisting theses days as I miss my phone also I
have to do too many things and My mind is like taking me into bad world
and to fight with my loved ones.

I know I heard this thing very accurately that Today time is not good
People are always good and were always too good to me and to all. I feel
seeing other sometimes makes me feel intimidated and its really very
bad somtimes I lost myself and start self doubting because the world
today is just ready to make you feel that way only. The karma is the one
that takes you and makes you and comes back to you also my mindfeels
like lockedup just like our life these days The level of hatred has
taken over me totally and started making me feel a little helpless
becuase of Future,Career,Love  and Family is sometimes is not the
solution to my problem .

Yes 4 months ago I wanted a break and wanted to sit relax and chill, Now
when I have it all I feel so much content because The pampering to the
body, Movie-dates,Cooking and Family are like overdoing it all.Yes
wanted to escape from this kind of life.The fact is we are all in this
together and the much needed break is over and I am done with it.Reading
,Badminton and Health food are Important aspects these days because of
the fact we were so unhappy as our family vaction were cancelled due to
this The wedding all of this was just a mess that has to be handled as
may be criticism is the best encouragement.Having this time is not good
or my deeds and work is not presentable that I am getting this all.

Most valuable is our life we cannot take up or give up we needs to win at any cost or any way possible

Our future,dreams,plans and happiness is just under this difficult situation ,it sort of confusing and giving nightmares.

BE AWARE,NEVER STOP DREAMING,LOVE YOURSELF,WE WILL WIN ,WE WILL BE HAPPY,EVERYTHING WILL BE GREAT,SPREAD POSITIVITY

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