SteadySecretdiary: Quarantine series
Hey Diary,
These 60 days of my life are
not the best days of my life each and every day I am working Hard to
just a value of me nothing in life seems to be approachable not even in
my life anything that I am doing is working these days everything looks
very uneasy. Looks like my family has backstapped me for many reasons
since my childhood nothing good is happening l5 days she is not life is
so unsorted I need to have a charge of myself whatever I do.I don't know
but this lockdown is showing me the worst situation I am so done with
it my life really sucks things are not working accordingly.In my 22
years of this Life I have now Known to be as the best year that is going
on .In my whole life I fought with my mom n number of times like
several times with only listening her aspects and her way of doing
things on me but this time its been 5 days she is not talking to me
always worst talking bad arguments and bad thought that are ruining my
life theses days she never understands me ,never listens to me only I am
the her pet to ask out, talk,obey and behave in the certain ways only
she likes.
not the best days of my life each and every day I am working Hard to
just a value of me nothing in life seems to be approachable not even in
my life anything that I am doing is working these days everything looks
very uneasy. Looks like my family has backstapped me for many reasons
since my childhood nothing good is happening l5 days she is not life is
so unsorted I need to have a charge of myself whatever I do.I don't know
but this lockdown is showing me the worst situation I am so done with
it my life really sucks things are not working accordingly.In my 22
years of this Life I have now Known to be as the best year that is going
on .In my whole life I fought with my mom n number of times like
several times with only listening her aspects and her way of doing
things on me but this time its been 5 days she is not talking to me
always worst talking bad arguments and bad thought that are ruining my
life theses days she never understands me ,never listens to me only I am
the her pet to ask out, talk,obey and behave in the certain ways only
she likes.
Is it like having the bad time of life YES it is
because whenever I explains her my choices,my dreams ,my life she just
dislikes my each and every idea how can she be so mean.
because whenever I explains her my choices,my dreams ,my life she just
dislikes my each and every idea how can she be so mean.
I Know
theses days my father mom and sister no one I do not know how it works
because it is taking my mind to another level, the more I celebrate my
mom,dad,anniversary,their days the more i get disappointed with all of
it I just made wrong choices did just nothing. So the scenario is like
my family treats me like a princess in old times but now nothing else
matters.
theses days my father mom and sister no one I do not know how it works
because it is taking my mind to another level, the more I celebrate my
mom,dad,anniversary,their days the more i get disappointed with all of
it I just made wrong choices did just nothing. So the scenario is like
my family treats me like a princess in old times but now nothing else
matters.
I am not important to my family ,not useful, with no
ideas,no opinions,no existence, no choices to make,not at all good in
food,not in driving,not in making,not in mehendi, no nothing I feel
awful theses days the motivation has to be true.
ideas,no opinions,no existence, no choices to make,not at all good in
food,not in driving,not in making,not in mehendi, no nothing I feel
awful theses days the motivation has to be true.
I am nothing
for my MoM and Dad until I prove them but How will I By my Career graph
Increases with what I like Not what she Likes I am so
confused,depressed, Bad I want to win became a money maker Actress
with all good act in life.I want to be BeSt just will work on myself nothing else I will do
for my MoM and Dad until I prove them but How will I By my Career graph
Increases with what I like Not what she Likes I am so
confused,depressed, Bad I want to win became a money maker Actress
so be the best version of Yourself.
My
criticism is my Family and relatives I will prove them for sure and I
will happy to share with you all hope situation might be same dealing
with all like it.As because I can make people motivated and happy but
its very very HARD TO APPLY ON YOURSELF
criticism is my Family and relatives I will prove them for sure and I
will happy to share with you all hope situation might be same dealing
with all like it.As because I can make people motivated and happy but
its very very HARD TO APPLY ON YOURSELF
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