20 August 2022

Dear diary I might be very low as I’m sounding today but fun fact

I have read the fourth part of the Rhonda pirate book which is the hero after the magic the secret the power this is the fourth part that I have read feeling very good I know I am the hero of my story I am the hero of what I wanted to do now this boring life what I am dealing right now I will make this the best of it but I don’t know maybe the friends are with me some of them I with me yes I am so positive family I don’t know the people over really as my supporters have always inside me feeling always good like 123456 no none now the none I would say the family is now maybe I feel it maybe for them 

No I won’t say anywhere else but I feel like that I don’t know but these feelings from last three years I’m not that good it’s been three years one month I am at home after my college and I thought of being all out during the time I had my college but I always wanted to be out and living my life like the way I always wanted to working in MNC pharmaceutical industry level or maybe work in a laboratory as one of the work but I’m choosing the third option and working on that as a professor at the university I’m very lucky I’m very grateful thanks for blessed to be there but I don’t know like how to do it and how I am going to do it further because I always wanted to be an actress since I was 16 And doing my BSC MSc B.Ed. even all these seven years I have always thinking about the same thing and it’s been from 16 to I’m 24 now and it’s really really really hard nowadays to how to cope up with all of these anxiety anxiousness I read a lot of books now these five parts of Rhonda why did the deaf that felt me so so good including the audiobooks and the hardcopies plus the ETA that I read Gour Gopal Das book that I read 

All these years all these books were great but I don’t think nobody supporting everybody with this thing you are a loser because you are losing from all these years you didn’t top in the class in 10th or 12th you didn’t was the best the toppers everyone the best I don’t know what God knows the job the best job or whatever I don’t know how they’re how the family you are the people are going to like me but I really want to do what I really love I don’t want to care about anyone else it’s that time of my life I don’t even want to waste any more time being here and there and going out because I really wanted to just explore my life it’s not that secular basic Comaro life that I want in the future I want my future to be full of fame name, money😊 proud Explore my life it’s not that secular basic Comaro life that I want in the future I want my future to be full of fame name money proud of myself and living all the luxuries that always wanted with respect to what I always wanted to do which is my craft and love for acting and being in entertainment I would have taken out so too but that’s all over I just wanted to say that if no one 

I just wanted to say that every family every member of your house will always love you if you are successful if you have money if you are on a certain position you have power then only your cousin sibling family everyone is going to help you otherwise no no one I don’t think so anyone it’s really really really devastated disgusting and distinctive type of a behaviour I don’t know I don’t want to be negative I always want to be positive positive positive always one want to just thinking about that thank you thank you thank you and being thankful because everybody has betrayed me a lot of these years only I think the friends in my life is so permanent so permanence and so poor that in never left me just left with my pure soul is friends that I have that always going to help me thank you so much thank you so much love traction thank you so much love Minie😊 statnd Just thinking about that thank you thank you thank you and being thankful because everybody has betrayed me a lot of these years only I think the friends in my life is so permanent so permanence and so pure set and never left me just left with my pure soul friends that I have that always going to help me thank you so much thank you so much love traction thank you so much love


😊 station thank you thank you thank you I know no neighbour relative nothing supporter family no one I have no one now just I want to focus on myself and my friends thank you


I am honest I am happy I am doing great I am honest I am positive I am happy I am loyal I am true I am faithful I am rich I am a good person I am Khan hearted

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