A Women

 Dear diary,

Hello dear diary how was you been missing you so long today is Monday and today is 29 August the next time I will be coming to the Department University will be in September next month because for two days I am going somewhere okay so let me start it by saying how was my month how was my last month and how was everything going on With just started by saying that yes I was expecting this year to be in Mumbai and yes I am there I am there I will be having two lakh rupees and be in Mumbai for sure no no reason for that let me just break down every thing in a very easy easy manner I was having a little break down I don’t know what was there in my mind today only I got my period which generally don’t happen because my date was fourth and today is 29 so it’s impossible most of the time that it comes Come so early because most of the time it’s very very late like four days five days 10 days 20 days 25 days and yeah 30 days max but this time it has happened like five days before so it’s like really a miracle for me I’m really happy that I’m relaxed I am happy because from last two days the pain was just I can’t even handle it my abdomen my bad my Waze my legs my feet every thing was paining like anything maybe because I have done a lot of exercise and things like that that’s why this is happening but no Probz coming to the next part is that I don’t know sometimes I feel a different kind of energy now like today right now I am feeling very positive and happy doing things and you know just getting over my career and just focusing on that only because I need to make it it’s 25 the time is going the clock is ticking I need to Because this is the only thing that really comes in my mind just talking about new things.

So sometimes I have problem with mama she always just searching every day now and then for the wedding wedding wedding of mine the boy in every thing like that sometimes that also does the same thing and this says you are earning less and you are not stable things like that and my sister somehow just show of her energy and her position and harmony and her work so much so we get I get irritated and we have a lot of fight over money a lot of time it’s not the one time every time in a lot of time and my brother that’s keeps on the same track that he has taken my gifts and now no respect in something like that is going on I’m really pissed off with this behaviour of my mom that she is not saying to my brother that why have why are you doing all these things and instead of that she’s taking she’s taking her stand I don’t know why she’s doing that and I really hate it when she does that but she is doing that and I am really really really unhappy about this behaviour of hers so yes yes taking my Rs.3000 my sister has taken 5000 wastage and then my mom is taking 1000 and my dad has taken 5000 all of these Manina it’s just I wanted 10,000 right now right away that kind of situation I’m really pissed off with this behaviour and now money is it been given to me things like that I really get pissed off and irritated and if I talk about my work life it’s going great I’m working so hard every day and I need to actually because that is really important right now in the lifetime of my career and yeah it’s really really important like what to do how to do and how to manage all of these things but somehow I am managing it because that is really really important one more thing I have as I would like to tell you is that Hi Sean a lot of things are going on in my department like my money is getting delayed or things like that but that will be result I know that I will be getting 42 yeah but the next important thing is that I feel like that women are the strength of every thing I am the strength of every thing I’m really grateful thanks for blessed for whatever I have right now and really really grateful for the money and resources I have I have gathered and Minie😊 familyhi Sean a lot of things are going on in my department not like my money is getting delayed or things like that but that will result I know that I will be getting 42 yeah but the next important thing is that I feel like that women are the strength of every thing I am the strength of every thing I’m really grateful thankful blessed for whatever I have right now and really really grateful for the money and resources I have I have gathered and money family my friends who are just always and always and always around me and really there for me in every aspect of life and that is really really important for me what is importantly I would like to say 

Story 1—I have seen woman faces in my life like the one woman her name is Aarav and she has been out of her house from the mother‘s house as well as from the husband‘s house she is living alone with a daughter of just four-year-old managing to live in temples eating in temples having meal you know don’t even have her salary on time I don’t know how she manages it all I don’t know it’s her mistake or somebody else’s mistake but she is you know facing all this crime in brutality of society also I don’t know how she’s managing two for the three meals for her daughter somehow she is doing all of these things because she don’t want her daughter to work on she just don’t want her daughter to work in just four year of age in others who she’s doing the same because that is why she she kept on talking to a guy at phone and he’s a married person I don’t know what he’s doing with her just making use of her or using through offer I don’t know what is wrong with this girl she’s even trapped in some some money making scenes and asking money for different different things for X for this for that and you know things like that I don’t know what is her behaviour what is a scenario what is a career but one thing I just want to know that education is really important that really is important part of life which really makes it working for everything that you do in your life one thing important is that rather than the life that you live you should be respectful and you should be always thinking about what do you want to do in life and how you want to live your life so you should be very respectful of your life so you should always be very very cautious of what you are doing when you have such me your age kind of a daughter with you so you should be very careful and you should be very thankful to God that you have given a life so just pay it and leave it fully without doing any wrong thing in life

Story-2

Okay coming to the next part of the story there is a woman in my accounts department she’s just handle every thing she’s very very very very lazy and lamb she doesn’t know mathematics I don’t know how she’s handling accounts and everything and she’s accountant so now she doesn’t know anything and doesn’t do her work also and she just got married in February so because of the mother of the husband she was not able to live with her husband and now she is just one out of her in-laws because she was not there when I am her mother was in and he wanted to give a divorce or things like that and now she’s alone actually she was in a kind of a dumb why wouldn’t she living with her parents when she is married she need to be with his husband when he required the most because his mother is ill and you need to take care of him then I can’t be here and doing work and doing job because your life is so important you need to focus on that I don’t know what is a life of a woman you have to be there for every day every time every second for you everyone not thinking about yourself because you can’t be selfish or greedy you need to be very gentle kind and giving you cannot be this way because this is not acceptable by the society or the world so this was the story second I don’t know both of these women are right or wrong but they are doing the live their fucking like the way I am doing I am shuffling I am struggling I am working I am just coming out of all the hurdles that I can I am just leaving my life Antene thankful grateful and blessed to be a part of this life thank you so much love love love